I was so down I need to create my own world.
I kept telling myself - all the intuituions of doing the good deeds are Allah's wishes imposed on you. HE wanted you to execute them.
By doing it, you feel right - you feel good, because they are all the GOOD things.
HE likes the GOOD everything.
Kita tidak akan tahu di sebalik jahatnya perompak itu, dia mungkin anak yang baik kepada ibu bapanya?
Atau si pelacur itu - seorang kakak yang baik terhadap adiknya? Atau si Bangla tukang mop lantai di kedai mamak itu baru sahaja meminjamkan RM3 terakhir dlm poket seluarnya kepada seorg kawan yang memerlukan?
Bersyukurlah. Dan jgn menghakimi. Kerana bukan kita yang menilai.
And thus, I walked around seeing all the luscious white fluffy wings on each and everyone's back.
Trust me, it was the most beautiful sight ever!
And I smiled all the time - thinking of all the good deeds all these people had done.
And when you smile to people - they smile back.
And guess what, you'll see that life IS actually very beautiful.
NOTE: At this point of time, I wish I still have those perspective I had about 3 years ago.
Life is beautiful nonetheless, but I longed to have those pure indifferent feelings to strangers.
It's ok if they had the bad intentions, God will condemn them and protect us.
Or so I'd like to believe.
Ya Allah, lindungilah aku & keluargaku daripada kejahatan jin dan manusia. Amin.
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